anything but studying

📍 Xiuqi's house

Life has been better than I expected it would be at this point of time. Exams are coming and yeah, you can say I'm not so ready but I'm more ready if you were to compare me with the Old Syafiqah.

People have been asking me, texting me on what I've been up to lately. Honestly, nothing. Well.... except for studying and eating A LOT. My weight gain is becoming more obvious than ever. My double chin is coming out... I'm just a fat blob now guys. 😭

The bunch I've been hanging out with.

Yup, there it is. That double chin. And I've been going on a no makeup look for quite some time now.  I watched a video about makeup one day and all the bad things that come with it so now, I'm trying to be more confident without it. Hopefully one day, I can be like Alicia Keys and rock that whole no makeup look! Oh, and that's also our faces at 9 p.m. while in lecture.

Xiuqi is now finally up from her nap and instead of studying, we're both basically lazing around; me blogging while she's watching her anime.

We've been hanging out a lot, thanks to school. I can't thank God enough for her presence in my life, especially since the past few months. And thanks to that, we're becoming way too clingy now... trying to push each other to study but ugh it has honestly been hard.

It's gonna be hard and it will get harder from here.

But let's do this!

Amirah and I at Taeyang's "White Night" World Tour in Singapore

Recently Taeyang got married. Gosh! I am sooooo happy for him. 

I admit I was one of those fans who weren't THAT happy when I found out he has a girlfriend. Cant help it, I was in denial. I thought I could marry him, no kidding. CLEARLY I OVERESTIMATED MYSELF. 

But honestly now, I'm glad Taeyang and Min Hyorin got married. They looked so perfect for each other and soooo in love with each other. Check out all the updates on their wedding and you'll get what I mean.

"He may not be the one for you, but just know, God is preparing someone better for you in future."

I am holding on to this for now since all the guys I'm attracted to always turn out to be taken. What luck, I know!