second cycle of chinese zodiac

I am 24 now.

Gosh, that sounds old man.

I'm done with the second cycle of the Chinese Zodiac.

Wait, is that even right?

I haven't gotten the mood to blog these days. As much as I wanna say I've been busy, I know that's just an excuse because really, I'm not at my busiest. But I'll still blog about me turning 24, just like how I've been doing for the past few years HAHA

I didn't really have any plans on my birthday and I was glad that Asyraf was free on that day to spend his whole day and night with me HAHA

I actually teared a bit after we parted ways because... after all the times I push people away, they're still there for me. God really loves me. 

Many thought we had something on, and I used to always be loud over why can't guys and girls just hang out as the best of friends and people understand that?! But I can't blame these people. Maybe God just blessed me with really nice guy friends who go the extra mile for me despite having their own girlfriends. 

This girl right here also goes the extra mile for me. Well, at least I think so.

She's always in her cave but that's ok. At least we both will just go out whenever we feel like it. But last Monday I managed to force her out for a long walk and play the playground. She was breathless. #mysuperunfitfriend #saveherplease

And this year, I found someone with the same birthday as me.

May you continue to be better than you are now. 

Dear Self,

You've been through a lot and may whatever that has happened shape you into a better person. Everything will be fine. Always trust in God's plans. Always keep Allah SWT close to you. You're nowhere near what you thought you would be. But that's okay. That's what makes you YOU. May you be blessed with wealth, love and health. May you continue to love and be loved. 

Love, Yourself.

All I need now is prayers. Prayers for my future. 🙏🏼