what's good 2019

Already 16 days into the new year.

GOSH.

2018 was a bitter sweet year for me. I hated all the pain I had to go through last year. I honestly still do feel it but it's more bearable now. Especially with the support of my family and my amazing friends.

My cheongsam photo made it to my best nine photos of the year! That cheongsam is just collecting dust right now. S has been bugging me to wear it to meet his family during CNY but hmmm I don't know if that'll be too much. I mean even Chinese ladies nowadays don't wear cheongsams and then this Malay girl wanna go all out and wear it?

S also made it to my top nine. Gosh, he's taking over my social media without even being exposed. I'm honestly still trying to let the whole "I'm now in a relationship" status sink into myself. I've dated here and there but this time, it's just so different... many times I feel like sharing it out but I think now's not the time yet. Being single for a long time makes me forget sometimes that I'm no longer single. It's not that S is a bad boyfriend, in fact he's been nothing but amazing. It's me, I have some memory loss problem that I really need to fix.

So for 2019.

I hope to be less lazy, start working out more often, be a better Muslim and be a better person as a whole.