in a few hours

For years, I hate it when I go to family gatherings and I have to face the "What am I currently doing in my life?" question on top of the other demoralising statements like "Oh my gosh you've gained weight!" and the list goes on. 

Last weekend was one of those days. It's Hari Raya Haji so I had no choice but to face such statements. I wish I have a certain answer for that like most people my age do. But I don't. I hate myself for this so please stop asking me because I'm tired of hating myself for this. 

Results are coming out in a few hours. I'm slowly resigning it to fate now. But oh dear God, please just let me pass to move on to the next phase. Please 😩🙏🏼

Pray for me and my results please 🙏🏼