I'm sitting for my paper later (in less than 2 hours, pray for me) and god I am so unprepared. I did only one past year paper and boy that was also with the help of the answer guide. I don't know how I will survive later but really, the thoughts of running away from everything here are at the back of my mind.
You know, those times you question yourself for making yourself go through this whole university struggle... Yes I'm having them. Whoever said university is easy, well I don't know about you, but I surely feel cheated now.
But yeah, isn't it cool to run away... probably to a different country? You know, waking up to the sound of birds chirping and the first thing you see in the morning is the view of mountains. Living the village life, maybe it ain't that bad.
And up till today, why aren't there any agency that I know of that actually offers services to prepare people to run away? Not illegally, but legally. Like you know, running away from your parents because you know they will kill you the moment they see your results.
Yes I'm thinking of running away at this point of time. Like drop everything here and run away... but nah gotta cancel this idea because I'm such a scaredy cat. I still need my parents. So now, I gotta just prepare myself to answer to them for my shitty results.
Yes, I'm anticipating really shit results but I'm still praying for a miracle.
