quarter of a century old

I'm officially 25.

Quarter of a century old, as what Veda said to me.

This year, I didn't do much on my birthday for someone who places so much importance on birthdays. 

Spent time reflecting on how I've been living my life and how I'm planning to continue to live my life. To be honest, I still haven't really figure it out. One thing for sure is that I just want myself to be stronger than I already am to face life and everything ugly that comes with it. I mean, at the end of the day, we all want to live a life with no regrets.

I had tuition and spent the evening with Aisah till late. Honestly, I wanted to spend time with S but he's way too busy with work. We had an argument the night before because of this, but don't worry we have resolved it. And of course, thank God for amazing friends who have been by my side. I've been having this issue about S being busy with his work and it affected me emotionally but because of my friends who have been advising me and filling in the gap for S, I guess you could say that I'm dealing with it easier now.

I'm also trying to blog more instead of getting angry at him for not replying or spending time with me. However, right now I'm just blogging because I can't sleep. He didn't wish me good night yet, but I think he accidentally fell asleep anyway 😅

On another note, I can't wait for Aisah to get her house so we can chill at her place and spend more time together. She has stopped working now so that means more time for us to be together.

Dear Self,

Life is a learning journey. It's tiring but never stop learning. Never stop seeking knowledge. Believe in God's plans and keep Allah SWT as close to you as possible. Work hard to get to heaven and do not be obsessed with this temporary world. Continue putting in your utmost effort in fulfilling your responsibility as a daughter, a student and most importantly, a Muslim. May you always be blessed with happiness, love, wealth and always in the pink of health.

Love, yourself.

May life gets better from here for me and my loved ones ❤️