sorry

📍School's Library

The past few days I've been spending time in the library, trying to get my life together. Thankfully I have supportive friends like Qi and Chu Ping to get me through these hard times. The ones trying to ensure I'm not in depressive state and get things I need to do done. 

The past few months... emotionally and mentally, I've been struggling. People I'm not close with think I'm okay with all these failures and losses. But in all honesty, I know I'm not okay. Getting off social media helped a bit. Having friends around me and getting myself busy with work distracted me from going back into my depressive state. 

I'm sorry to the people I've disappointed... Sorry to those who have been trying to help me to succeed in life but I didn't make you proud. I'm sorry...