Finally R21 for Kashib

A lot of things have been happening within the past few days and I am very thankful to have so many wonderful people around me to help me get through it.

On Saturday, Nab organized a Raya gathering with the secondary school Malay peeps and I was supposed to bring Yuna over to her house but she told me to keep Yuna for another day.

Syafiqahs and Nab

I went over to Nab's house the moment I felt my body didn't feel that sick.

It was great to laugh over steamboat with the girls and Rahimi and his girlfriend. He's getting married pretty soon. One by one, everyone's settling down. Oh what a wonderful part of growing up! 

It was also great to catch up with Syafiqah. We were in the same CCA, share the same name and it was funny laughing at the fact that we have the same ex. Oh good old secondary school days, those days you think you're cool but you're not HAHA

After eating and laughing, I went off early to meet Hazwani, Kashib and Fuad at JCube for a karaoke session. Honestly, I wanted to bail on them because I felt sick but I felt bad so I just went on with what we had planned.

Fuad and Hazwani are such great singers... I swear I felt insecure at first. But slowly, they made me feel comfortable. 2 hours of karaoke session felt too short for the 4 of us. The moment Paramore's songs and MCR's songs came on, we all just screamed our hearts out. (Well, I screamed. Not sure about the others.) Oh secondary school days...

After the karaoke session, Hazwani had to leave because she stays all the way in AMK and the next day is Sunday which means mentoring session in less than a few hours.

Fuad, Kashib and I continued hanging out for a while in my baju kurung and Kashib in his jubah. Only Fuad looked normal that night. We talked and Kashib got Fuad and I panicking that night when he said he's gonna stay at home.

Fuad and I actually planned a surprise 21st birthday party at Kashib's place for him, together with his girlfriend and his other friends who were so so so sporting! Thank God Syahirah got everything sorted out, so everything went as planned. 

So many crazy stories on the whole preparation for his surprise. I'm glad I didn't spend much on the deco but it looked so gooooooood. The only thing I really splurged on were the huge "21" helium balloons. The food were all sponsored by his parents, his mum cooked a lot of pizzas, nasi lemak and brownies. They all tasted so good! 

His brother Muneer and his dad were really great at helping me reach at places that I couldn't. His grandmother even helped with the whole blowing of balloons. I had a hard time trying to figure out how to paste the balloons up on the wall because his walls are not like the ordinary walls, they have "dots" sticking out and that made it harder than usual to stick those balloons up. Thank God Hidayah and her boyfriend Safi came along to help out with the balloons problem!

Speaking of balloons... Fuad and I encountered a funny situation with the "21" balloons. So when we reached Kashib's void deck, I felt like something was missing while I was walking towards the lift. I looked back and saw the "1" balloon up at the ceiling of the void deck. Fuad and I looked at each other in shock and then we laughed for a moment. I tried calling Muneer to ask for a ladder while Fuad was jumping for the balloon but he didn't pick up. Few minutes later, some random dude was walking with a ladder towards us. What luck! We borrowed his ladder for a while, took the balloon and went for the lift. The moment I entered the lift, it closed a second after I pulled the balloons into the lift. The lift didn't have any sensor so really... God was really on our side, protecting the balloons for us. 

Us waiting to surprise Kashib in his room

The boys did the whole bashing the moment he came home... I just stood there laughing. Oh, and can you believe it... the Chinese guy in the centre front is actually my neighbour? We have been staying at the same block for more than a decade, only different floors. But we have never noticed each other! Guess now I have to stop wearing pyjamas out, in case I bump into him in the lift while looking so damn unglam HAHA

A group of his secondary school juniors came for Raya and they didn't know there was going to be a party but it's all good... we invited them to join in the fun as well!

My Sunday peeps 💕

Ari was such a great game master. We played the same game for rounds and rounds... so many screams and unhappiness but it's all good! We ended up laughing more than cursing at each other.

Fuad, Kashib and I 💕

I hope we will hang out for a really long time. I hope we will all grow old together. Because they have been nothing but a joy to be with. I know for sure that they will soar high in whatever they do, and I hope our bond as a trio will just get stronger from here!

Fuad and I

I'm sorry for looking all sweaty in that photo, but really... it was such an eventful day for the both of us! Everything was a success all thanks to Fuad. He was so supportive on the whole idea of making an event for Kashib's birthday and I'm thankful that he has been nothing but a supportive friend. All my crazy plans... he said yes! Ok not yes, he will just laugh and then tell me to calm down because I always get overly excited over my own plans. Then, he will help me out...

As far as I can remember, August will be a break from birthday surprises. At the rate I'm going for all these birthday surprises, I can seriously open up my own party planner company. 

Happy 21st birthday Kashib, time to put on some R21 movies on! 🎉

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People have been asking me about Yuna... I'm still trying to let go of her. My family have been trying to ask me to get a pet cat again once I'm fully recovered. I don't know how to feel about it. I gave her away to Nab yesterday morning and it hurts so much whenever I remember how much she cried while I gave her away.

farewell Yuna

I finally made my decision to let go of Yuna. 

I know it's just a matter of days with her, but damn the pain I go through with her at home... people would say I'm so weak and easily defeated but I know I've tried my best to endure and clearly I can't take it anymore. 

Dear Yuna,

I hope you will get a more deserving owner than me. You've been nothing but a joy. The love and joy you spread around my humble abode... I thank Allah SWT for giving me the chance to cross paths with you. I'm sorry I'm too weak as an owner. I love you, really.

Love,

Your Weak Owner.

In a matter of hours, I'll bring her over to Nab's place. I hope she will be fine there.

To her future owner, I hope I can be friends with you so that I can get updates of her.

My heart doesn't wanna let her go, but I have to...

officially a cat owner, or nah

Yes, you read that right.

I am now officially a cat owner. 

I collected the cat just now, and well I told Nab that I will just give it a try for 1 week first. Because first, the cat may not be able to adapt to my oh-so-messy house. Second, I need to adapt to it too.

I named the cat, Yuna because it's a female cat and I wanted it to be something Korean, something English, something Malay... basically a mix of everything. It's just a normal cat that you can find under your void deck... but really cute. 

Now, where are photos of Yuna?

Right now, I'm having an allergy reaction. I just realized I can't get near cats or any furry stuff for a very long time... which explains why my carpets are only out when visitors call to say they're on their way to my house. 

I have yet to take photos of it, or even snaps of it on my Snapchat. I thought I could do that the moment I bring her home. I have so many plans for Yuna even before she comes home. It's like... preparing for the arrival of a baby.

But... what luck! Just when I thought I can finally have my own pet cat... and to make matters even worse, right now I'm having difficulty to breathe because I can sense the dust, and hair.

I just wanna cry right now. 

To keep Yuna or let her go after a week? 😭

baby steps to be a good cat owner

I'm crazy over cats.

Yes, I've turned into a completely different person now. I know.

Nestlo and I, oh what a heartbreaker

Today is a very special day for me. Mum is slowly opening up on adopting a cat. She has been saying NO to me so many times when I told her I want a pet cat. She told me I can try to take care of a cat for a week, and from then on, she will see if that cat can stay with us or... nah.

I've been reading a few hundred articles on how to be a good cat owner, and boy I still question myself if I can be a good cat owner.

My fellow cat lovers, I need your help. 

Give me some tips on how to be the best cat owner.

what is love

I'm putting on my mask right now so while I'm waiting for the time to wash this clay mask off, I shall take some time to blog. I haven't been blogging for a few days now, and nope I'm not busy... I was just purely lazy.

I have been taking time to do some reading... well, I'm starting to read Malay novels all over again. Oh I can't describe how much I miss the Malay language. I used to love reading Malay novels, writing Malay stories... I could say I was pretty good at writing Malay love stories. I won awards during secondary school and JC days because of my love stories, what did I even know about love 😂 

Love. 

This issue has been haunting me for days, months, years. A group of my friends think I'm desperate for love. A group of my friends think I'm too slow on the whole topic of love. A group of my friends think I'm too choosy at finding love. 

I'm 22 now. Should I be worried that I'm not making any effort on my dating life? 

One thing for sure.

Love Allah SWT before you love others.

#XXII

Happy birthday to... me!

Officially 22 now, oh how time flies.

So many things have happened over a year. Can you believe it? This blog has stayed on for more than a year. Celebrated 2 birthdays with this blog.  Honestly the longest blog I've had and I hope this blog stays so that one day when I'm old much more matured, I can read back and laugh at my young and free self.

If there is one thing I can never Allah SWT enough, it's having friends and family who really care for me. I don't have many friends now but what I do are many loved ones. Some of my friends... I don't consider them as friends. I consider them as my brothers and sisters. 

If you ask me whether Daya is my best friend, I'll say yes but our relationship goes way beyond that. We're like sisters from different mothers. Are we lesbians? No. We just have a special friendship that I can never be able to describe unless you have found your best friend. 

Nab, Chantagan, Azreena, Aisah... they're all special too. I don't share much about them, not as much as what I share about Daya, but every each of them is special.

With all my friends... I wanna grow old with them, I want all of us to be reunited in heaven.

Family is something I can never ever replace with. We fight, we quarrel, we laugh, we scream... we do everything mean and nice to each other. They say, air dicincang tiada putusnya. And I totally agree.

If I can ask for another family, I can't say I won't want a richer better livelier one. But I know a different family will mean a different me. I could have been more spoilt and annoying (probably hated by even more people) if I was in a different family. For that, I am thankful with my family. I'm grateful I have parents who are patient with each other. 

I hope my future husband will be able to love my family like his own and I will try to love his family like my own.

Dear 22yo self,

You are slowly entering the adult life even though every part of you is still a kid. People expect so much of you and you're afraid of being a disappointment. But it's okay, you know what you have to do best. Keep Allah SWT close to you, your family and your friends close to you... and with that, you'll be able to conquer this temporary world. Don't worry about having your career figured out, don't worry about your love life... they've all been written by Allah SWT. Just continue to work hard in whatever you do and everything will fall into place just like how it has been written. Continue to spread love and positivity in this world and always be the best you can be at all times, don't lose yourself as you grow older. Age happily and gracefully!

Love, Yourself.

Happy 22nd birthday, Nur Syafiqah Bte Fadil 💕

Clingy like 24yo Ash

Yesterday, I finally met Haris to get my Apple plug. That stickman treated me to Pizza Hut which he really didn't like... I thought the meal was okay, I mean I was so hungry anything seemed fine to me. Oh well, he got some angpao from his patient's family and he offered to treat me. Oh how lucky I am to have such good friends in my life! 😌

We then had desserts at Dazzling Cafe. So much regrets after that because we both bought one toast each, the portion for one toast was a little too much for one! Honestly we should have shared, it's okay I've learnt my lesson now. Do not be greedy. 

After meeting him, I went to roam around town. I was hoping to get something for Ash because it was his birthday yesterday. And then... it just came to me! Balloons! Yes, I'm so into balloons now. Don't ask me why.

I bought two balloons for him, one "2" and one "4". It was hard to get a discount but I managed to get it! I wanted to get large ones like the ones I got for my birthday but I was scared if it'll be too difficult for him to carry. So I got for him the medium ones.

He has been wanting to meet up for karaoke for weeks and honestly I didn't know yesterday was his birthday until someone told me. I'm so glad he wanted to spend his birthday with us. Adeline and Ash were sad because they thought I had a party and I didn't invite them because I didn't consider close. And when I told them that it was a surprise party and Sam and Dickson were the ones who didn't check their DMs, guess who got scolded...

I didn't do much for Ash's birthday, just balloons and a small cake from Charlie Brown.

Let me share with you the story about the cake.

I wanted to buy the cake before the shops started to close so I wanted someone to help me with the whole decision-making on the cake. Adeline was so engrossed on the karaoke machine so I had to ask Sam to follow me by saying "Sam, can you accompany me to the toilet?" in front of Ash. Yes, can you believe it?! Thank god the birthday boy was so engrossed on singing, he didn't realize at all.

That's not the end yet. At first I went to some Japanese restaurant and they told me they only have Tofu cheesecake as well as Matcha cheesecake. I straight away went "Ew!" on the Tofu one... I mean you gotta be kidding me, tofu and cheesecake?! What a weird combination! I didn't wanna get Matcha because I was not sure if Ash eats Matcha (I found out he does, oh well) and Sam just had to comment, "He drank green tea just now, I'm sure he eats Matcha". I just wanted to be safe.

Then we ran up to Charlie Brown cafe at Cineleisure, thank god they sell Oreo Cheesecake. I bought one slice for him which really likes (but ended up being eaten by Sam not the birthday boy) and when the waitress asked me how many candles I need, I said "24 candles". Her jaw literally dropped and Sam screamed, "No! You're gonna burn that cake. Just one will do!" I swear we laughed so hard after that. Such a bimbo moment!

She eventually gave me 2 large candles and 4 small candles to represent 24.

I'm so glad Ash felt so touched and guess who wants to meet again next week? Yes, the birthday boy. I thought I was the only clingy one, guess I have found someone just like me. I have very few friends in university, but I'm glad I have some I can hold close to my heart.

Happy 24th birthday, Ash 🎉

FIRST SYAWAL 2016

Selamat Hari Raya! ✨

The Zakarias

So we are done with Ramadan this year, and I hope all of us will see Ramadan again next year. Why I love Raya? Because it's the time people all get together to dress up, forgive each other and just... have fun! Well, at least that's what I do during Raya...

This year is a little different for me. I celebrated Raya as an aunty for the first time. My family is pretty slow on the whole pro-creation part... Guess we all enjoy the whole dating, lovey-dovey part of the relationship. Not so much on cleaning baby's poo, changing diapers and lesser dating time, more parenting time.

Ayra turning 11 months, me turning 22yo

I haven't been sharing this much but recently my cousin (aka Ayra's dad) has been going in and out of hospital. It breaks my heart looking at my cousin and my aunt worrying about his health. I have attachment issues, I swear. Knowing that anyone I know is sick... gosh I'm all emotional but I try my best to keep it in. Most of the time, I failed.

I hope it's better now since my cousin got discharged just now. Ayra still needs so much love from my cousin. And well my cousin... gosh he can be 29 and a father now, but boy he's still a kid. Teasing and disturbing me for the thrill!

I thought he's the only guy like that but NO. My other cousin is also just like him. We had iftar last night and he couldn't stop teasing me as well. Just like a kid, just like before he's married.

My paternal side is expecting another girl in the family. I swear my paternal side... the whole girl game is pretty strong. So I'm gonna have another niece! My cousins really need to work on getting nephews because if they're gonna wait for me, it's gonna take some time...

Z's grandchildren with one of his daughters

Getting ready for Raya this year was also a challenge. So my family didn't buy any new raya clothes for 2 years already. We just reuse our old clothes. It's perfectly okay to us because we rarely wear all these "Raya-able" clothes anyway.

But this year.. oh wow. I'm always in charge of ironing the clothes for Raya and we all decided to go creamy-gold this year. Today, during the Eid prayers, it started to rain. My brothers and my dad usually wear their baju raya to prayers. The rain was no joke. It was all thunder and lightning and heavy, crazily heavy. CATS AND DOGS AND PROBABLY ELEPHANTS AS WELL kinda heavy. They came back home all wet. (pretty lucky that the praying area is very very near to our house because they could have gotten even more wet) They were so wet, I can actually perah their baju and get all the water. 

So we decided to change the clothes for Raya. My family has this tradition of going all sedondon (basically means, same colour scheme) so I had to iron for the whole family a whole new set of baju raya. I sweated so much because we were all rushing. I had to bathe twice because I ain't gonna put makeup with my body and face all sweaty. ☝🏼

This year we decided to gather at Cik Ita's place for my maternal side and Mak Long's place for my paternal side. When I arrived at Cik Ita's place, my aunts were all talking about how hot the weather was. Really, I just need this country to be a little cooler but not too cold. 

After the whole bermaaf-maafan part, all of us headed out to go to other relatives' houses. I'm so glad we still do this even though now Atuk is no longer with us. People ask me why I care so much about family and friends... I don't know how to answer them. I feel sometimes laughing and enjoying time with your loved ones is what keeps me going in life. 

While waiting for our "drivers" to bring the cars to level one of the carpark

There's always time for selfies.

Syakir and Mum

I was trying to get a good selfie of myself but this two just couldn't stop photobombing.

Me tryna take my OOTD shot

Clearly too many photobombers in my life and it didn't end there.

They took a photo of themselves instead. 😒

Then they entered into the frame again.

But of course, I got my OOTD shot settled no matter what.

I hope everyone enjoyed the first day of Raya because I definitely did. And in this Syawal, I hope we all can forgive each other from the bottom of our hearts and mend all our broken relationships. 

Selamat Hari Raya.

Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

Forgive me if I've hurt you in any way.

first picture with abang park

We all know how much I love Jay Park. 

Come on, I only thought about him the whole time he was in Singapore that I didn't even sense a birthday surprise was coming up for me. He was a HUGE distraction. Honestly, he was the biggest reason why my birthday surprise this year was a success. I even teared and cried upon seeing my friends all together, and then I even cried more while hugging them.

I have special names for every single guy I like. It's like a code name.

For Taeyang, it's bae from his real name Youngbae. Sometimes I do call him Teydaddy because duh who doesn't want him to be the daddy of your kids?

For Chris Brown, it's CB which Daya always always always refers to as chibai. Chibai is a curse word in Hokkien which means vagina, I think. Not very sure because I don't speak that language, just know that it's something bad.

For Usher, well... I don't really have a code name for him. Maybe I don't like him as much as I think I do. But he is sexy, such a sexy daddy with his son.

If you're talking about real life guys I've met, well I do have code names for them too.

Remember Sonaone? Yes, he is a celebrity but hey I met him and we kinda have something going on. By something I meant... him following me on my Instagram and probably remembers me as the craziest girl who can't get enough of him. I call him my favourite Mama's boy, Sona, and he is the S that I always refer to on my Twitter.

My friends have been asking me who are Z, D, S and all the other letters that I have been using as a code. Sometimes they refer to different people. It's hard to predict who is who, and let's keep it that. Sometimes S refers to Sona, sometimes it can refer to other people. I like it that way.

Also, Sailor Boy. People have been asking me who is this Sailor Boy I keep going crazy over. Well, he is someone I have a crush on while I was in my gym phase. I call him Sailor boy because the first time I saw him, he was wearing a pair of white and blue stripes shorts.

And of course I can miss this out... for Jay Park, I call him my f*ckboy when really he hasn't done anything to me except... making me fall for his charisma and sexiness. Sometimes, I call him Abang Park.

Try to spot me, maybe?

So I was lucky to be given the opportunity to attend Jay Park's sharing session yesterday. It wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for Daya, really. The organizers texted us last minute that they have only 1 pass for his sharing session, so it was between Daya and I. And she gave me the chance to see him. I swear I have the BEST bff in the whole wide world, I'm so blessed thank you Allah SWT.

He didn't share much, just that the moment he answered my question and he said the word "Netflix" while looking into my eyes... Gosh! That boy really knows how to get my heart racing. 

After the sharing session, we all took a photo together but they didn't allow us to get near him which really sucks. But it's ok, I'm still so glad that I got this near to him.

Our first picture together 💓

Time for someone to edit this photo and make it look like it's only me and my Abang Park hanging out together.

bestest friends ever, 22

I can't describe enough how thankful I am towards Allah SWT right now after what happened last night. I posted the photo above on my Instagram, and people started wishing me for my birthday. I just have one answer for all these people. My birthday is not here yet, it's an advance birthday celebration. 

If you're on my social media, I guess you know by now what I've been busy with for the past few days. Jay Park is here in Singapore for SHINE Festival, and well I've been busy covering every single event he's on. I mean, while he's in my hood, I need to get an overdose of him. 

The organizers for this event were really nice. They even gave us 4 media passes for his performance. Sadly, Cynthia didn't join for this photo. 

The weather was crazily hot yesterday. No wait, the hot sunny weather is back and I'm really praying for some rain to cool this country down a little bit. So yesterday we had to walk to a few areas of the whole festival. The festival was quite a huge one, they even closed the whole Orchard Road and there were ministers around. 

Luckily I booked a room at Grand Park Orchard. A few weeks before this event, I found out that Jay would be staying at this hotel, so I booked it without even having second thoughts. Daya asked me if I wanna book a room there, and well that's where the whole magic happens.

I checked in early yesterday with Daya and Haris to rest before reporting for the event. But it all ended up to be a session to disturb Haris and he could only catch up on his sleep after we left for the event. He ended work at 8 a.m. last night and I called him 5 minutes before reaching his bus stop that I was in the cab, on the way to pick Daya up and then him. He just said, "Good job" and then laughed. God bless my friends.

Before I went off for Jay's event, I told Haris that he better give me a good birthday surprise when I came back. I invited some friends over to chill out with me, like a pre-birthday hang out session with me. But most of them told me that they couldn't make it. I was a little sad, but I got over it after thinking about Jay.

The moment I came into the room, I thought I entered the wrong room. And then I laughed because everything I said to Haris came back flashing again. I was amazed at first, like "Wow, did Syahirah and Haris do all these?" 

Haris told us he went out, and he would be back late. I didn't expect anything at all. Syahirah made me sat on the bed while facing the window, little did I know... my friends were all hiding in the toilet. The toilet has a transparent window with blinds down. 

When the blinds were brought up and I saw my friends all in the toilet, squeezing in the bathtub... I screamed. Because really, in my head... HOW? Just HOW!!! It was caught on video, but I'm not sure if I'm gonna edit and upload it on YouTube.

All of them did not know each other. None of them knew each other. They only heard stories of each other through me. And then, slowly... I got to know of how it falls into place. 

Apparently Daya contacted all my friends behind my back through Twitter, Instagram and Snapchat. Tell me about it, the power of social media. She even direct messaged Sona and Bennie from The Band Six. I swear, whatever she's doing, it's creepy but it's so me? 😂

All of them took part in this video message, and really as much as I cringe looking at all of them, I'm so touched. I actually got out of my seat the moment I saw Bennie in the video. The fact that he was part of all of these and he remembers me... Gosh!

That is my first video on YouTube. Haris has been wanting me to make YouTube videos, so that video is the first to commemorate such an amazing day of my life. 

Will I post more videos in future? Maybe. Hopefully. 

Will I be the next YouTube sensation? We shall see. 😂

I am so glad that my friends can actually click together and be friends. I've always wanted for something like this to happen. My loved ones getting to know each other, and laugh together. The best feeling ever. I just can't describe enough how happy I was last night when I saw all of them laughing and talking with each other. 

I could see the amount of effort they all put in just to surprise me after a long day of doing events. Even though my mind was all clouded by Jay Park, I swear he is the reason why this surprise was a success. Usually I could sense a little bit when people act differently, especially my closed ones. They're all those I contact almost every day. And being the clingy me, I usually can sense when they act differently.

But the fact that my head was all Jay Park and after the event, I was so tired and all I could think of was showering and sleeping... I didn't spot anything different about them. Amazing how my brain works sometimes!

All I really wanna thank is Daya. Getting closer to you when I was 19, and now here we are. I'm 22 and you're 25. Time flies, and I love how we have yet to get bored of each other. We text every single day, sometimes call and sometimes meet each other. May our friendship continue to last stronger than ever 💓 We need to stop trying to outdo each other with birthday surprises. I know this is not the end, but really we need to stop. You are one of the best things that ever happened to me! Love you so much 💕

Thank you Syahirah for being a good host, despite being sick. A year ago, I got to know you at Big Bang's concert and I can't believe our friendship just got stronger as time passes by. Giving up Bobby for you, I wouldn't mind because not everyday I meet nice friends like you.

Thank you Azreena and Aisah for helping out with the balloons. Meeting you 3 years ago, and getting even closer to you guys now... I'm loving every single moment of our friendship. Can you guys believe it... Aisah told me she has work and busy all that? And I actually trusted her. Gosh!

Thank you Chantagan for coming! Gosh you are the reason why my friends all can bond so easily... like how you made me open up to people during JC, you broke the ice for my other friends. You are one of the nicest friends I ever had! I still owe her a surprise from 4 years ago, and a proper birthday wish.

Thank you Haris for the cake! And really, I didn't think the surprise will really happen. I know you didn't do much. Even though you're always teasing me for my comical character, I'll not stop here. I mean, come on not everyday you meet someone like me 💁🏻

Thank you Cynthia for helping out with the party! Yesterday was our second meeting, and gosh it feels like I've known you for quite some time. Must be Jay Park vibes... And thank you so much for finishing the Samyang noodles with chilli padi for our loser team.

Thank you Kashib for being so sporting last night! I mean, when are you not?! And really, I think you should have a career change. Maybe not a lawyer, but a matchmaker. This boy can't stop trying to stir with me someone. 

Thank you Fuad for making me pissed while I was having an event, lying to me, and then poof, you're at my party! I heard about how much effort you put in to make the perfect surprise party for me. Gosh, we just got to know each other less than 4 months ago? Or was it 3? I'm not sure myself because we're so close now like we've known each other for so long.

And lastly, thank you to Nab for the food! You've been so busy with work, I'm sad because yes, you know how clingy I am and now all my friends know how clingy I am... thank you for taking the time after work to come and surprise me. A month of not seeing you... do you know how much my heart aches? Thank you for everything! Love you boo 💕 We used to be enemies, but now we can't get enough of each other. 

Thank you Allah SWT for writing this in my life book. 💓

I don't have many friends, and I know you don't need many.

You just need a few amazing ones to make you feel more blessed than before.

For having such amazing friends, thank you Allah SWT.