I'm clingy. Way too clingy for a normal human being.
S is having his reservist now and well, he did tell me before this that unlike others, his training could be soooo crazy to the point he sleeps for 4 hours only. So before he left for his reservist, I already prepped myself to be okay not having him around. No texts from him. It's like living that single life all over again.
But this time round, he told me that his training isn't so busy. So of course being the clingy person I am, I expected him to text me all the time since we don't usually get that on normal days. He's the kind that doesn't text when he's having his lectures and seminars. So I thought maybe we could text more than we usually do. But nope. That boy is now busy playing Mobile Legends and it frustrates me more than ever.
I used to roll my eyes at girls who go crazy on their boyfriends whenever they fail to reply text messages promptly. And now, I'm becoming one of them. Just, what is wrong with me? 😩
It doesn't help much when I just sent him a text saying "I got no mood to talk to you now." and he said okay. JUST OKAY?! Don't men ever get it?!
Younger me would have straight up asked for a break up over this, but older me is much wiser. I need to learn to give people the time and space.
But oops, I just did a random online poll. And I accidentally pressed "Single" instead of "In a relationship" 🙊
I still love you, S. ❤️ We're not breaking up.
This is just me being a crazy girlfriend that I warned you about.
