right or wrong, idk

 This feeling I'm feeling... it feels so wrong yet so great.

All I'm praying for... it's to be on the path that is meant for me and my happiness.

most expensive paper ever

Officially a graduate.

It's been some time since I last update all thanks to work. Sooooo many things have happened and I wish I had blogged more so that when I'm old and bored, I can read them all and have a good laugh. But the reality is, right now I'm drowning with work and trying to find that perfect work life balance which I can't seem to find the light at the end of the tunnel. 

Many will know by now that I took a much longer time to graduate than a normal person and while I am embarrassed to share it because really, I know it's all my fault... but right now, I felt things happened because it's all God's plans. 

Many things have happened and I'm in a much healthier position now especially emotionally and mentally. Thanks to the most expensive paper I have ever spent in my entire life, I am also now financially comfortable alhamdulillah 🤲🏼 

& yes, it is a paper. My certificate is just a normal paper. It doesn't even feel expensive but it costs a BOMB to attain it 🥲

I went through home-based learning due to Covid-19 which honestly helped me in getting pretty decent grades when all I was aiming for initially is to graduate with a Pass degree.

Honestly I gave up on the thoughts of donning the graduation regalia and having a graduation ceremony.

God truly loves me because things just fell into place... well kinda, I was hoping a massive graduation ceremony like pre-pandemic but let's be real we will never be able to go back to pre-pandemic anytime soon, at least not in the next 2 to 3 years.

Everyone was seated far apart and honestly, I love social distancing because unless I know you, I don't wanna be around people I don't really know 🥲

Mr Wong, the man who nagged at me so much but hey I aced your mod 🖤

& it sucks that lecturers are supposedly not alloweed to take photos with their students so he took of his robe and sneaked out to take this photo with me... oh and he's now known as Dr Wong.

I'm glad I pulled through till I graduated because... my dad couldn't stop taking photos of me sashaying around the whole campus in my graduation robe.

So glad to have made you guys proud ❤️

To many more moments where you guys will be proud of me.

& this was how my face looked like beneath the mask.

Alhamdulillah for everything ❤️

May You continue to bless me despite not being your best servant.

And thank You for always blessing me with this love that I have no right words to describe.