one of my many bad habits

I have many bad habits. Some of which have costed me tangibly and some, intangibly. Some thankfully... have yet to cost me anything. Hah.

And hours ago, my bad habit is about to cost me a bomb. #prayformeplease

I've been delaying my tuition fee payment till the very last minute (read: just now) and technology had to fail me at that very crucial moment while I was about to pay. I have emailed the school and I am really hoping and praying that they won't charge me for late payment.

In this case, there's no one to blame but me, for LEAVING IT TILL THE VERY LAST MINUTE.

My brain is also not helping very much because nowadays I realize things slip off my mind so much more easily. Tell me, this does not come with age, right?

real busy

It's going to be the end of September and I have yet to even draft a post for this space. THIS IS CRAZY.

Work and school definitely kept me way too occupied. I am definitely feeling guilty of not having enough time for people I love, and sadly, to myself as well. I used to think that people who truly love you will always find time for you no matter how busy they are. But now that I'm hella busy all the time, all I can say is that... you have not reached the REAL peak of busy if you can still find time for others.

I have been telling myself for months to get a haircut, plan my outfit for an upcoming event, go to Sephora to stock up this and that... and honestly, I haven't found time to do any of them. I'm also slowly finding myself to be a little happier whenever people cancel on me because that just means I have time to rest. I know I shouldn't but hahaha I barely can find time to just laze on my bed, sleep in till noon and I'm honestly missing those days when I can just lay in bed and not worry a single thing. My body is really screaming to me to rest, no kidding.

I'm just hoping that this workaholic Syafiqah will continue to be as driven and crazy till I'm financially stable to retire.

WHY AM I ALREADY THINKING OF RETIREMENT 🙃

And let me end this post cutely, here's a photo of me and Mozart. 😽