syakir is now seventeen

How time flies huhhhh my little brother is not so little anymore. He's now a totally different person, especially now that he's busy with college.

As much as I'm always complaining about how he's so busy with school and friends now, I can't help but be happy for him. For all the times he looked out for me, he deserves nothing but happiness in this world and hereafter. 

It's his birthday today, and we're all too busy with work and school that we got no time to be celebrating birthdays now. It's craaaaaaazy, but hey we gotta hustle to get some hasil. I wanted to cook for him but he's on this healthy diet phase so I guess the birthday present gotta wait for another day then... 

May you be stronger, happier, richer, and most importantly, a better Muslim.

it is here

My palms are sweating, just by thinking about it.

Whenever I close my eyes, I could see myself being in that exact situation.

Sleeping is starting to be a challenge for me.

It's official. It's here. 

Exam Anxiety 😭

better days are coming

I'm soooooo tired. 

Sounds dramatic, but really, I am. 

Too many things have been going on in my life and I am really finding it hard to breathe while trying to get things together, just like how I envision them. Finals, wedding, tuition... I haven't been able to find time for myself. I honestly don't feel like a human at all right now.

Ok I shall not complain. When I had a lot of free time, I wanted to keep myself occupied. And now that I'm kinda over-occupied, yes I miss those less stressful, less busy days but I know they're coming soon.

Just hoping that I will have the strength to get through all these. 🙏🏼